Love changes everything

Thats the title of a famous song! But is it so? It seems like everything becomes better when you are in love. Christmas stops being a mean holiday which only makes you feel lonely and hopeless. You start loving babies again! And you cant stop thinking of the Valentines Day or each others birthdays.
So... My life is definitely an example. I hated Christmas, I hated babies, cute couples and sad love songs and I felt so damn lonely on Christmas night and on New Years Eve, I wanted to kill myself. Then it was my birthday and it sucked and so did the Valentines Day. I felt so lonely while watching all the husbands getting flowers for their wifes in Chicago. I missed having that one special person to share my life with. Not that you cant be single for a while, it's perfectly normal to be alone for some time. But I had enough and I was so ready to love again, even though it scared the hell out of me. I hate to admit it coz i dont wanna sound needy, but I REALLY missed having a special person in my life.
Somehow things turned out to be better than I could dream of.. and because of my amazing boyfriend, Im looking forward to be celebrating Christmas, Im dreaming of babies and Im just crazy about lovesongs. I wanna be all silly and girly and act like a teen. Can you imagine? Who said old and boring? Thats how love changes everything.
And the best thing about him is, he's not addicted to his phone, he's too busy looking at me! ;)