I'm home. At last, finally, I still can't believe it. It's been 10 months since I moved out and had to rent out the place, but now I'm back. I'm hoooooome. The flat is so empty. No honey and no furniture.
The first thing I did was to put my magnet collection back on my fridge. All the places I've been, it really means something to me and makes the flat look more like home. I don't know whether I should decorate it as it was before or I should do a complete make-over. In a way I just want to put everything as it was before, kind of to confuse my brain and make myself think, that I never left the place. It probably sounds weird, but in a way I wish I never had.....
But actually I can't make everything look just like before, 'cause I already bought a new bed, just to erase the last part of the memories, the ones I'm trying to get rid of. Unfortunately they are still there.... Gotta do more then just get a new bed. I need to start living again, in my place, where I'm the boss :)) I should probably start inviting people over, just like I used to. Bake some cookies and start all over. My kitchen, my bathtub, MYYYY HOOOOOME! ;))
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