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Love! Such a strong feeling... When does it end and when does it start over? When is it too early to say it and when is it too late? Are we too blinded by our own happiness to distinguish between love and lust?
Why are we in such a rush? Trying to "seal the deal" as soon as it feels right, repressing and letting go of the painful lessons we've taught ourselves through the years.
Are we afraid of what tomorrow might bring?
I'm not sure what it is that makes me anxious, besides just wanting to share everything with this special    person. Is it really possible to be so full of love that you want to give him the whole world? Where does  all this love come from? Am I just a really loving person or is it a result of putting the love on hold for so long? I don't know the answer and I'm not really looking for it, it's just a thought.
I've been praying for someone really strong by my side, someone to handle me the way I am and now I know that it's actually possible. Remember how tired I was of childish boys in my September post "A real man??!" Well, my prayers were answered! Now I understand why everything else failed.