I dont think I'll ever get used to it, the feeling when you wake up all sweaty in the middle of the night, completely shocked. This nightmare wasn't strange, I do know what it's about and I understand where it's coming from. But it left some doubt, why do I still dream about it, it's all over and the past problems are miles and miles away. They are not even problems anymore. Still I had this nightmare about beating the cr#p out of the people who did me wrong, in such a bizarre way. I dont even want to see them, neither the reflection of them while I'm asleep. I just wish that my unconscious mind could cooperate with the rest of me and let go.
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