A couple of days ago something weird happened to me, it’s like I took a few steps back. But I know it’s not right for me, so now I’m focusing on the road out of the dark past. Forward, forward, forward! Gotta shake these thoughts off and keep my mind busy.
I know I can’t change him and he doesn’t understand how necessary it is for him to change his ways with me… So I might as well chase these thoughts away. The question is though, was I really considering his suggestion? Was I?
And if so, then why? Isn’t it obvious?.., I mean.. his intentions. They should be, by now!
I don’t know what I felt, besides a weird pain in my stomach, but one thing is for sure. It has to stop now!
I know I can’t change him and he doesn’t understand how necessary it is for him to change his ways with me… So I might as well chase these thoughts away. The question is though, was I really considering his suggestion? Was I?
And if so, then why? Isn’t it obvious?.., I mean.. his intentions. They should be, by now!
I don’t know what I felt, besides a weird pain in my stomach, but one thing is for sure. It has to stop now!
Looking back there’s nothing I could have done to stop him from seeking the path of wrongness, I couldn’t stop him from using the power of his fist, I couldn’t stop him from shouting harsh words or being unfair to me. There’s nothing I could have done to prevent these things, but I could have refused to give second chances or time to explain nonsense.. So let's face it, the only direction to the future is FORWARD!
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