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March 22, 2012

His words

His words are like soothing balm to my heart and soul. Another little lie, maybe just an innocent one..
My heart starts beating faster, I read the lines I’ve been longing to hear…
But I know it. I know the truth behind these words, the empty promises he cannot keep, and the path of monogamy, he cannot follow.

Would he look for me? Would he leave everything behind and come running? Insuring me he changed and blessing me with the title “the only one”?
It kills me watching love die, how I must bury parts of me. Then there’s silence…, it’s one of the worst feelings being alive when everything inside you is dead.

Why lie to myself? Why keep on living in delusion? I’ve been through all of it before and every time he proves, how little worth I have for him by doing what he does.

 Psalm 55:21
GOD'S WORD
® Translation
“…His speech is smoother than butter, but there is war in his heart. His words are more soothing than oil, but they are like swords ready to attack.”

 

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