Ghost of the past

Did I just get upgraded from being an option to a priority??
In that case, how did it happen?

To me it seems like whenever a depression comes, the first person to seek comfort or support from, is the one you used to mistreat… The one you took for granted and didn’t respect or paid much attention to. The one you thought would always stick around and forgive you over and over again…

What happened to the ones who used to be your priorities? The ones who were your new happiness?
The ones you declared your love to?

It took me all the strength I had and lots and lots of tears to accept that you fell out of love and broke the bond we sealed with promises and kisses. I learned to deal with your betrayal and in the end I learned to live without you.

But now my past, you’re haunting me!
Can I escape from you? Or will your ghost keep tracking me down forever? Constantly reminding me of your existence… Whenever I start living, whenever I start breathing, you somehow start haunting me again.

My intentions were so pure and clear to you from day one, a serious commitment was all I wanted, you couldn’t be the man I thought you were, you found your happiness in someone else’s arms, now let me find my bliss and be as happy as a girl can be!

Devoting my body, heart and soul to someone who will know how to worship my precious gift and do the same for me…